Chapter 16. First Date

WARNING: Sexually explicit material below–read at your own risk.

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I’d arrived at Sean’s house at six o’clock.  Since I would only be seeing Dr. Garrison twice a month, I only had to close twice a week for two weeks out of every month, instead of every week.  Even though I’d been to Sean’s house several times already,  I was a little nervous.  After all, this was a date.  A real date.

He’d put me at ease almost immediately by setting me to work in the kitchen grating cheese.  He made a shrimp and pasta dish that was delicious, and after dinner we cuddled on the couch and watched a movie.
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Well….to be more accurate, we started watching a movie.  After about an hour of not watching the movie, Sean had suggested that we give it up.  Somehow, he’d convinced me that it was a good idea to change into our pajamas and cuddle in his bed.  So we were in bed together, and surprisingly, we really were just cuddling and talking when he started to steer the conversation to a particular subject.
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“When was the last time you had sex?” he asked.  Typical Sean.  So blunt.

I sighed before I answered.  “About….four years.”

His brows drew down a little and he looked troubled.

“That’s….a really long time.” he frowned.  He looked so serious that I laughed.

“Well…I guess it is.  What about you?”
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“A few months.” We were quiet for a few moments before he nuzzled my shoulder, and carefully moved his hand down my stomach.  Down to my waistband.

“Sean….”

“Shh…” He watched my face, and in response to my eyes widening he simply breathed “Shh…” again.

My stomach tensed as his fingers delved under the elastic waistband of my pajama pants and traveled farther, over my panties.  His hand rested, with his fingers splayed over me, light over the fabric.

I’d almost stopped breathing.

If I don’t want this I should say something.

I didn’t say a word.

His face had a blank expression, and he was still so serious.  Like we were just having a serious conversation.  “Just a little fooling around, Eddie.  Nothing major.” he whispered coaxingly.
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He gave me the smallest smile before he raised himself up enough to move down so that his head was hovering over my torso.  With his free hand, he bunched my shirt up just under my breasts.  His other hand started to flex, gently rubbing me through the fabric of my panties, and I swallowed convulsively and tried not to move.

I watched his face as he watched mine, and I would have thought he was bored, had his eyes not been so intent.  He pressed soft, warm kisses to the skin over my tummy and rib cage as he slipped his hand underneath the waistband of my panties.  My mouth fell open and I tried to keep my breathing quiet as he continued to touch me, skin-to-skin now.
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“Is this okay?” he whispered.

“Yes.” I said, and it came out almost like a hiss.

I closed my eyes, breathing unevenly, and when I opened them he was staring up at me again.  For some reason, his silent, intense observation was so erotic that it was affecting me just as much as the movements of his fingers on my flesh.  He watched me, his eyes on my chest, which was moving up and down in shallow breaths.
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When I couldn’t keep from rolling my hips against his hand, he finally slid up my body to bring his face near mine,  his hand in my panties still moving.  He kissed me seconds before I came, and I moaned against his lips as I pressed closer to him, letting his body absorb the trembling of mine.

It was the first time I’d been touched like that in four years.
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He pulled back to look at me, and I bit my lip and turned my head away, smiling.

“Nope–you don’t get to do that anymore.” he said, lightly guiding my chin with two fingers so that I looked at him again.  And he was right.  What he’d just done to me was intimate, and close.  He’d never taken his eyes off of me.  Now his eyes were warm and dreamy, and I leaned in to kiss him.

“It’s not like it’s a switch I can just turn off.” I said quietly.
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He kissed me softly on the lips and pulled back again.

“I know.  I guess I thought that if we started off with some uh….”

“Heavy petting?” I suggested.

“Yeah. That it would help you become more relaxed with me. Anything that comes after this will just seem like the next, natural thing to do.  Less pressure, less making it into something bigger than it is.  Does that make any sense?” he asked.

I peered at him, then nodded.  “Yeah.  I guess it does.” I kissed him and slid my hand down under the waistband of his boxers, chuckling softly against his lips as he inhaled sharply.  “Hmm..look at that.  I’m more relaxed than you are right now, and that’s just not fair.”
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“You don’t have to do this.” he said.

“I know.” And I did know.  But I wanted to know how he felt in my hand and I wanted to know what his face looked like when he was lost in my touch.  Things you can’t find out in a background check.

“I’m…serious.” he was having trouble concentrating.

“Me too. Now, I prefer a bit of guidance when it comes to this sort of thing, so please speak up to tell me what you like.” I kept my voice low and soft, and I smiled as his head fell back and he started breathing deeply.
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“I’m not all that diff–” he began, but broke off when his cell phone rang.  The James Bond theme sang out into the room. “Shit. You’ve gotta be fucking kidding me.”

“Ignore it.” I whispered in his ear.  He grinned at me, then sobered.

“I don’t think I can.  That’s Nick’s ring, and he knows I had plans for you tonight.”

“I think you meant to say plans ‘with’ me.”

“Sure I did.” Another grin.
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He stood up to grab his phone out of the pocket of his pants, which were on the floor.

“What’s up?”  After a few moments, he said, “Yeah, she’s still here.” A few seconds later, he looked over at me steadily, his posture going rigid, like he was suddenly on alert.  “Ok, see you in a few minutes.”  He hung up.

“What’s going on?”
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“Eddie…Rosario Vasquez went missing from his security detail about an hour ago.”

“How did–?”

“I don’t know. Nick is coming over to give us the details, so we need to get dressed–and we gotta be quick, because he lives pretty close.”

The questions kept piling up in my head as I tugged on my clothes, and I lamented the loss of the easy, sexy mood that had been thick in the room just moments before.  I was resentful.  Rosario Vasquez had ruined my night.  At least this time he hadn’t stabbed me.  But all was not lost…not if I could help it.

“Sean…”

“Yes?” he was already in his jeans and was slipping his shirt over his head.

“I can’t believe I let you do that to me on our first date.”

He let out a bark of laughter with his head still stuck in his shirt, and the smile he gave me once he finally pulled it down was nothing short of dazzling.

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Authorial Interjection: *clears throat nervously* Okay, so uh…yeah.  This may not have been what most readers had in mind for Sean and Ed’s first sexual encounter, but I will tell you that it’s the way they told me it went.  They told me months ago, and I wrote the first draft of it right away.  They left it to me to figure out when, in the course of all the other stuff going on, it actually happened, but I suppose I should be thankful that they told me anything about this at all.  This was a bear to write and to pose (though in the course of experimenting with the poses, I found a few ways to pose  that should help, should I need to portray my characters doing other sexy things).

36 thoughts on “Chapter 16. First Date

  1. WOW. That was very…detailed. It was very interesting to say the least. Very um. Well…
    OMG I LOVED IT! Magical if I don’t sound odd saying that! But on the first date!
    ….Then again im wondering if any of the readers actually expected Ed to hold out on poor Sean…A whole few months! How he survived I do not know! We shall casually look past Ed and her four years.
    That was a sex scene to rival them all one must say. Are you going to do a continuation of the scene? Because im pretty sure there is only one way it could get any more explicit…!

    • E: *blush* Yes. Er….sex scenes are difficult to write, no matter the fact that they’re just supposed to be yet another type of action scene.

      It’s true that it’s their first date, but also true that it isn’t your typical first date–if my timeline is correct (and that’s not guaranteed, because I haven’t been as good about keeping tabs on it as I have in the past), they’ve known each other for almost 9 weeks, and they’ve spent quite a lot of time together. It would be a bit like friends who suddenly started dating–depending on the various factors and context of the friendship, they can start off in places that other people wouldn’t reasonably be able to start, because they already know enough about each other to get past the er…verbal “getting to know you” stage.

      Ed’s four years of celibacy are due somewhat to circumstances and somewhat to her own hangups (which she’s only recently started to work through). I say circumstances because she has a full time job, and she is a bit of a homebody–she never really put herself out there for dating, and her hangups about relationships did the rest of the work, making her miss it only very occasionally.

      I don’t think I’ll be doing a continuation of that particular scene. We may see bits and pieces of them doing…things….in future chapters, but I’m still torn about the level of detail. For some reason, it seemed important to describe this experience somewhat fully. That was hard for me to accept at first (I’m a prude, myself, I swear I am), but the hope is that the scene revealed some things about both Sean and Ed that are difficult to reveal in any other way.

  2. Gah! So frustrating…… grr…… Come on! You’re killing me here! But amazingly excited/scared about the guy. Stuipid Nick…. And stuipid guy. (Sorry about calling him guy but I’m too lazy to scroll up)
    But great chapter… Love Sean’s bluntness, and Sean himself…

    • GongaGonga: lol! Ed was very upset with the interruption, and Sean was to a certain degree, but perhaps a little less so–not because he wouldn’t like what would have followed, but because he was still very happy with Ed’s uh…satisfaction.

      I’m glad you liked the chapter. Thank you very much for reading and commenting!

  3. LOL! “I can’t believe I let you do that to me on our first date.”

    Oh man, this was so steamy. Look at you go! This was perfect for these two. Ed is not passive, and Sean wouldn’t like her so much if she were. (I mean, after all, if she were a passive type girl she wouldn’t have saved him that one time.) But there’s no way that he was going to just be able to pounce her.

    Also, wow some amazing shots! Were you using the invisible bed? Now I have to ask– How did you do that?

    How proud I am of you, lol. *sniff* Our Rachel is growing up, taking her own dirty pictures.

    • LunarFox: I’m not going to stop blushing over this anytime soon, I can tell you that much.

      Ed isn’t passive, it’s true (though she was fairly passive for this encounter–but you can bet that he was waiting for her to stop him). He didn’t realize that it had been quite that long of a dry spell for her, and I think that actually made him worry about trying to just pounce her LOL.

      I used both the invisible bed and the invisible sofa for most of the shots. Some of the shots came from regular interactions (the cuddle interaction on the double bed, the make-out interaction, but mostly at the beginning and end of it, etc.). Most of the time, Ed was in the relax pose on one side of the bed, while I had Sean in various stages of napping or getting up and down off the invisible bed or sofa. If they ever really go the distance, I stumbled upon a few poses that will work out quite well, while trying to pull this one off.

      LOL at being proud of me for taking the dirty pictures….when I told my husband I was off to take dirty pictures in the game, he didn’t believe me at first. That’s how much of a prude I am. 😉

  4. What a date! I loved it. The writing was fabulous. I completely understand how it feels to write a scene like this and not knowing how much to say or imply, to show or not show. I, too, am a prude, and I write, re-write, edit, and revise all of the “dirty” scenes that I’ve ever done just because they embarrass the crap out of me. And then I sit on pins and needles waiting for someone to call me out as a pornographer in one of the comments. (I hope you don’t do that…I’m neurotic, I swear.)

    But it was a lovely scene. Sexy, but not porno. It did reveal a lot of characterization in a short amount of time. Perfectly done.

    • Hrootbeer: Thank you very much! I am relieved that I’m not the only one struggling with the dirtier scenes, lol. 🙂

      I wrote and rewrote this scene more than any other I’ve probably ever written…partially because I had to revise some things due to the some of the limitations of the posing, but also because I didn’t want it to be too much of the things I didn’t want it to be (if that makes any sense). I’m definitely sitting on pins and needles to see what readers say…I know it won’t be everyone’s cup of tea, but it seemed to be the right path of the story, the way the characters are going, etc.. I’m so glad you liked it, and so far I’m feeling pretty good about it (even though I’ll probably never stop cringing whenever I do anything like this).

  5. Wonderful sweet and sexy and so natural it was like breathing! People do have sex. People who are falling in love have nice sex. I love it!

    Poor Sean…always an interruption LOL! But this was the right time for Ed to let go a little, even if she doesn’t have a switch (who does?). I’m glad you took a chance (like Ed…).

    • Beth: Thank you so much! Of course I was pretty nervous about this one, so that’s very nice to hear. I’m not sure we’ll ever see a full scene like this again, but for some reason it seemed like this one had to be fully described.

      Yes, Sean is always interrupted, LOL. Luckily, he’s not completely bitter. He was certainly more concerned about Ed’s satisfaction this time than his. He didn’t go into with any expectations of her returning the favor, that’s definitely the case. Poor guy.

      Nope, Ed doesn’t have a switch she can turn off to stop being a little embarrassed, but he’d expected that she would be pretty shy the first time. Sean was ready to reassure her that she shouldn’t be embarrassed and that she should be comfortable with him.

      Sometimes it feels like I had no choice but to make them take this chance….like some things in the story are inevitable. It’s out of my usual comfort zone, but it had to be done. 🙂 Thank you very much for your kind support!

    • Stacy: Thank you very much. 🙂 I’m glad that it comes across as loving and sweet, because it should. Sean respects Ed and wants her to be comfortable with him every step of the way.

      LOL, telling me not to blush would be a waste of time, so I’m glad you don’t even bother. I’m glad you think I don’t need to, though. 🙂

  6. Typical Sean, pushing Ed just that little bit further from her comfort zone, but she sure turned the tables on him! I got the impression that he may have been hopeful but wasn’t actually expecting her to reciprocate in kind. Nick just has the worst timing, but I guess it wasn’t exactly his fault. Or was it? Your “cover” has put me back in the mindset that Nick is a tad jealous *lol*

    “I can’t believe I let you do that to me on our first date.” That is soooooo Ed!

    Wonderfully descriptive and honest and real. I could identify so easily with Ed from the first word to the last.

    • Illandrya: Exactly–Sean decided to try his luck here, and was happy enough that she let him push her that far. And yes–he was certainly hopeful, but he didn’t expect any reciprocation. Nick really does have the worst timing…but he wouldn’t have called if it wasn’t an emergency. Though…it may be the case that he wasn’t exactly sorry to have a good excuse to call.

      Ed was disappointed about the interruption of their date, and wanted to lighten the mood a bit, hence the quip about it being their first date. 🙂

      I’m so glad it came across as real….that’s always the worry, that it will verge into some really flowery descriptions that aren’t very realistic. 🙂 So thank you very much for saying that!

  7. Well, it was sort of their first date but not, I guess. Like you said yourself, they’ve known each other for a little while now and in France, they spent a lot of that time in very close quarters. That would have been like a bunch of dates all at once, in terms of getting to know the other person.

    Anyway, I know you were nervous about this scene but you had no reason to be! It was beautiful and gorgeous for Sean and Ed.

    You got some amazing shots in here too! This one, in particular:
    https://simstoriesbyrachel.files.wordpress.com/2010/12/s3chapter16_6_redo.jpg?w=717&h=448

    Slightly off topic but when you said on Twitter that the “dirty pictures” might not be what we were expecting, you totally threw me off! I actually started thinking it wouldn’t be Ed and Sean and it would maybe be a flashback or some crazy twist that I didn’t see coming! So even though I think this was a really natural step for Ed and Sean to take, it still sort of came as a surprise!

    • Carla: After they got fairly hot and heavy in the hotel room on their trip to Chestnut Park, it seemed a bit silly for him not to try something…he would have stopped the minute she objected, but she didn’t. 😉 They do know quite a bit about each other, really. She knows a lot about his past, and he about hers. They’ve even met each others parents already.

      I’m so glad you liked it, and that it seemed right for them. 🙂

      I’m thrilled that you liked that shot, because I actually replaced another shot with that specific shot! While I was very happy with the angle of the other shot, it didn’t work in terms of what was supposed to be happening. I managed to catch Ed closing her eyes while relaxing, and while Sean was hovering a bit farther up than I’d imagined, I thought it did a better job of depicting what was going on than the other picture. I might post some of the outtakes, because this really was rather difficult to stage.

      LOL about throwing you off…I meant that they weren’t going to er…go the distance, so to speak, though they were going to make quite a large step in that direction. Plus, the pictures are probably more suggestive than dirty–there’s no nudity, which you might expect from a so-called “dirty” picture session. 🙂

  8. Love the front cover for this update, it so perfectly depicts what is going on concerning the love/lust emotions in the story. Nick is never far away from Ed and Sean.

    Thanks for the warning, I made sure no-one was reading me over the shoulder when I read the chapter. My eldest daughter has a habbit of wanting to know what I am reading. 8)

    Just had a thought; does Sean know that Ed is seeing Dr. Garrison, and does he know why? I can’t remember is this has been mentioned in earlier chapters. I don’t know why, it just suddenly seems important to me.

    I wonder what Sean actually thought when Ed told him she hadn’t had sex in four years. Does that worry a guy? Or turn him on?

    OOoo “just a little fooling around”, well, I don’t consider myself a prude but I’d still say that was a pretty steamy scene. *fans self* But well done to you for daring to publish it, I am sure you’ve had qualms along the way.

    Loved the way Ed took “revenge” for Sean’s turning her on and then leaving her high and dry (or in this case; wet 😉 )

    Oh no, Ed might not be safe now that Rosario is on the loose. Good job she has two hunky guys to look after her. 😀

    Happy New Year Rachel. *hug*

    • Shadey: Yay! Thank you for reading and commenting!

      The cover does hint at some things going on beneath the surface of the relationship between these three. One thing I love about using pictures in this story is that it’s a way to get at information that even Ed doesn’t know. I’m limited in the text because the story is written in her point of view, but I give myself a little more freedom with the pictures.

      I don’t want to offend anyone, so I’m a firm believer in warnings. If people read and get offended anyway, then at least they can’t complain that I didn’t warn them of the possibility. 🙂

      Sean does know that she’s seeing Dr. Garrison, and why. She told him while they were at Chestnut Park over the weekend, when he roused her out of a nightmare–so it’s probably fairly fresh in his mind. When Sean invited her to stay the night for this date, Ed had a moment of suspecting that he felt sorry for her and worried that she was scared to sleep alone because of the dreams. He assured her that his reasons were much more selfish than that, however, and reassured her that he really did just want her to stay over.

      I think it would be more likely to worry Sean that Ed had such a long dry spell–he was already aware that she was a bit skittish with relationships, but he may not have understood the full extent. He wouldn’t be scared off by it, but I do think it changed some of his approach to initiating sexual intimacy with her–it was probably the reason why he chose to start off with “fooling around” instead of full-on sex. He wants her to be comfortable with him and not at all shy if and when they do start having sex (well…er…penetrative sex *blushes furiously*).

      I’m glad the scene came across as steamy, and thank you for your encouragement and support. I definitely had qualms! 🙂

      lol…Ed wanted to reciprocate and Sean couldn’t ignore Nick’s call. I feel pretty bad for poor Sean right now, but they’re bound to find a few moments alone sometime. 😉

      Ed’s safety is always one of Sean and Nick’s primary concerns whenever anything strange happens. I don’t know that Ed is all that concerned about Rosario so much as she’s concerned with whatever circumstances led to his disappearance. She knows Rosario had no intention of leaving his protective detail, and that he had a lot at stake. But yes, Ed does have two hunky guys to look after her and that certainly isn’t unwelcome. 🙂

      Happy New Year Shadey, and thank you so much for your lovely comment! *hugs back*

  9. I think you managed a perfect balance of ‘heavy petting’, sexiness, awkwardness, trust, and humour in this chapter. Details such as their pajama choices were so true to both Ed and Sean’s personalities and approaches to the relationship, although I definitely had a good giggle at Sean’s ring tone. But: Darn it Nick!

    • Tipix7: Thank you very much! I’m very glad that it seemed like a good balance of all those things. Yes, Ed wouldn’t have felt comfortable wearing some sexy lingerie to this. She wasn’t sure what was going to happen, and she didn’t want to steer it into a direction she wasn’t quite ready for yet. So, she wore what she always wears to bed, for the most part. Sean, on the other hand, wore a scrap more for her benefit. He has few inhibitions about his body.

      I thought Sean’s ring tone would be amusing, particularly since that is how he identified that it was Nick on the phone–it turns out that Sean has different ring tones for different folks. It makes me wonder what he’s programmed for Ed. 🙂

  10. How did I miss your last couple of updates? Anyway, you captured Ed and Sean perfectly, and hooray for taking the plunge! As you know, I’m another who struggles with writing about sex and stuff so it’s good to see you, err, “doing it” so well.

    Poor Nick. Maybe he should forget Erica and go for Kendra. That’d be a cute hook-up.

    • Rad: You were probably very busy living your life! You are a very busy person, in general, and I imagine that only increases near the holidays.

      Thank you very much! It’s very encouraging to hear that you think the scene was well done. 🙂

      We haven’t even begun to touch on Nick’s situation…..lots of stories left in this series. 😉

      Thank you so much for reading and commenting, and for all of your encouragement!

  11. wow. just…wow. this is … kind of embarassing to read, especially with ppl trying to see what’s going on (made sure that didn’t happen this time). Still this chapter’s awesome, like all of ur chapters. keep up the good work!

    p.s im kind of new to ur ‘blog’ (sorry, not sure what to call it) and i want to know: do u only post up ur chapters at the end of each month???

    • Simsareawesome: Sorry it was kind of embarrassing for you–that is why there is always a warning before you scroll down to the more explicit text. I try to make sure people have ample warning so that they won’t read the chapter until they are alone or at home, etc..

      At one time I was able to post up a chapter a week, but nowadays I can only manage once or twice a month. The last few months have been especially busy because of the holidays (Thanksgiving, Christmas), the fact that I found out I was pregnant (and suffered from morning sickness in the first weeks), and got a job in December. All of that really slowed down my posting schedule, and while I hope to get back to my once-a-week posting, it just hasn’t happened yet.

      I’m glad you stumbled across my blog and that you like my work. Thank you for taking the time to read and comment!

      • hi again! congrats on being preggers 🙂 im totally physched about ur blog. im nuts bout it! cant wait for ur next posting!!! *cheers* keep on keeping on!
        loving it, simsareawesome

  12. First, YAY! I am caught up. Second, as someone who writes this stuff all the time in my MS (and to a lesser extent in my sim stories) you did FANTASTIC! The angle of the shots, the descriptions, it was sweet and steamy-sexy all at the same time, great balance you hit there.

    I am becoming more and more intrigued with Nick, he has this aura of sensual, nerdy danger, if that even makes sense.
    Thoroughly enjoying this Rachel~

    • ~Drew: Yay! I’m glad you are caught up now (I’m hoping to post a chapter this weekend), and I’m thrilled you like my work! Thank you so much for your encouragement, especially on this particular chapter. As you can tell, this was the first time I ventured into the realm of the sex scene in this story, and I wasn’t sure whether I could pull it off without it becoming too saccharine or too…something.

      LOL at the vibe you are getting from Nick. That’s an amazing description, and I don’t know that I’ve ever seen or read of a character that could claim all of those things! They seem contradictory, but in Nick I think all of them definitely do exist. Thank you so much for taking the time to read my story, and for your lovely comment!

  13. hey rachel! not to sound rude or whiny or anything, but when are u putting up the next chapter??? I’m REALLY excited for it and I dont think I can wait so long! also…u rock! *cheers*

    • Simsareawesome: I just put up the next chapter a few minutes ago. I’m glad you’re excited, and I hope you like it. 🙂

  14. I read this when you first posted it, and it was just as good the second time around! Perfect for Ed! And poor Sean, lol! He’s got to have a serious case of blue balls! LOL

    “I can’t believe I let you do that to me on our first date.” = best line EVER!

    • Laura: lol! I’m glad you liked it the second time around! Sean is a very patient and understanding man….and I do feel bad torturing him the way I do. Sorta. 😉

      By the end of that, I’d wondered if readers remembered that this was supposed to be their first date, so a little reminder was really poking fun at the notion of a “date” for these two. Obviously they’ve been “dating” in a sense for a longer time…but in another sense, they really hadn’t had a date–their time spent together before that night was usually initiated by and directly related to their work, rather than simply wanting to enjoy each others company. 🙂

  15. Wow! That was one hot first date! 😮 And you handled that so tastefully, and it was so true to character… I couldn’t imagine their first sexual encounter any other way than that. It was very intimate and sweet <3. Sean is now oficially a keeper! (as if he weren't before).

    Oh, and I loved the pic where just Ed's arm is showing, it was so evocative…

    • Marsar: For the most part, I try to keep it tasteful…. 😉 Thank you for reading and commenting (and sorry for the delay in answering–I’ve been out of town for the holidays).

  16. Hmm, I thought I had commented on this chapter, *sighs*, apparently not.

    Well, what I wanted to say was that their, hmm, encounter was tastefully done, and very true-to-character. Oh, and that I really liked the shot where Ed’s arm is showing -it says a lot without being overly explicit.

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